26 Aug 2010 - 3:04 by Mette Th13teen

Its me again, back for more... Im either or these days, I wont blog for a couple of weeks but when I get going, I blog for days!! Oh well ;-)

Well, I quit my job - got sick of them treating me like shit! I talked to some of the others and they told me how they were treated and its a wonder they actually have employees out there in the Dee Diner hell hole! Im glad Im not going back there... Im going to miss a few of the faces out there though!! So Im officially unemployed and fucked but happy... This was my last day at the diner and this young lady is amazing!



Im also coping better with losing our friend. I still have to go to the memorial, that will be hard! I dont know when that is..

Still having trouble with my new phone company, still havent gotten my number back so havent been able to be reached for 6 days now... I have decided to change back, Ill pay a bit more just to make sure things actually work!

This week sucked ass up until today! I went bowling with some of the personel from the shitty diner Tuesday night, I was so pissed at the world and so was my friend so we decided to steal a pair of bowling shoes.. Childish much? I got myself a pair to big at that, not much of a klepto, am I?! They look like these:



A bit drunk and pissed off at the world....


I went to an interview at a school today to see if I could get in and the classes there are full so pretty much no hope of that happening before January. It sucks that we only have one income know and its not enough at all! We are pretty fucked but Id rather be fucked than miserable at the diner. After that, I went sex shopping and got some toys, we need for sets and videos! I got 3 but Ill share 2 of them for now ;-)





Not much else to tell, I need to find a part time job now and hopefully fast! We are going out to a concert tomorrow, I seriously need that, get some drinks and let out some energy while listening to great music... Besides that, my changes to my site are pretty much done, I need to start fill it with content now and then it will launch! The new version of www.Th13teen.net will rock and have some amazing sets and videos!! Im stoked and hope guys will like it :-)

Take care :-)

24 Aug 2010 - 8:58 by Mette Th13teen

Yesterday, life turned into living hell.. Still carrying the feeling of not wanting to live life and rather settle for a zombie like excistence... The only part of my mood these days that makes me feel alive is when I cry or laugh. A part of my life has turned into a bunch of horrible feelings, it makes me feel degraded and unwanted to name a few. I wont go into specifics but I gotta end it and Im looking for a way out!

A friend of mine died, I got the message in a text yesterday at work that he had been found dead in his apartment, he had been lying there for 3 weeks :'-(! I cant imagine a worse way to die and cant stop thinking that if he knew how many people would miss him and how much, if that would have changed things and that he might still have been here. He was amazing, probably the nicest guy in the world and he had guts, serious guts! I cant stop crying thinking about it but I still manage to laugh when I think about the stuff, he did - he was impressive! R.I.P.

It just makes everything else pointless and unimportant. Having found myself in something of a personal hell and then the suicide of my friend. I dont have any pictures to share today, I dont wanna share updates on anything random, just wanted to put these two occurrences into words and see if it gave me some kind of relief. It didnt...

20 Aug 2010 - 4:29 by Mette Th13teen

Catchy titel, huh? Some show on tv, I just switched, I have idea what it is about....

Im pretty pissed right now! I just switched to a new cell phone provider and they fucked up majorly despite my several calls to them urging them to fucking fix it.. The consequence of it all is that they closed my phone number so that means no fucking phone for me for 3 days + some hours! I got a temporary phone number though but no one has that so no one can call or text me until Monday and I wouldnt be surprised if they arent able to fix their fuck up Monday!!!

I need to fix dinner but Im too tired and alone at home so too lazy to cook for myself.. What should I order, Mexican, burger?

Nothing new really, working these days. They fired a guy from work, he called in sick and they caught his gf writing a status on Facebook about how boring it was being at home alone when her bf was out playing a concert.. So there are a lot of extra shifts! Epic fuck up though, I laughed my ass off :-D

Oh, on my way home from work, there were so many muslims in the streets - what happens on a Friday afternoon? I live in a neighboorhood with lots of muslim stores, schools and what not and it was seriously crawling with people today! Anybody?

Friday night, Im staying in - gotta work 7.30PM tomorrow.. I dont mind though! Working Sunday too but in the evening, had a paid shoot but I cancelled. The photographer asked for semi nude/nude and we talked pay and agreed on everything and when I asked what to bring for semi nude, he said hand cuffs, wigs, leather and so on. Those are fetish items, so I dont trust him - my guards are always up because I usually go alone! A girl's gotta watch out! I told him how I felt and cancelled.. The silly thing is that if he had been upfront from the beginning, the price would have been different but I would have done the shoot. But he wasnt honest, so..

I really need to figure out what to eat. I switched the channel, watching Superman 3 now - the other show was about weightloss, way to insult people working on a better life for themselves by calling them extreme losers!!

16 Aug 2010 - 2:44 by Mette Th13teen

I just watched the most recent episode of Trueblood and enough with homo erotic subtexts! We all know vampires are gay, twillight kinda settled that bet... I still love them though, not because they are gay or romantic but because they are killers! I need a new show to watch though, watching shows is pretty much the only thing that makes me relax 100% and can fix any mood, I might be in... 1 episode a week is just not enough for, I need to have them on dvd to watch for an entire day or so - that seriously does it for me!! So somebody create a cool, new show or a new season of one of my old shows.. Thank you! :-)

Payback Baby! had a shoot/picnic day yesterday, lots of sets and videos got shot and our new location is amazing and I cant wait to share! My foot still hurts so I am trying to take it easy but I managed to shoot a few sets out there, no modelling though :-(







We got that new HD camera and I tried it for the first time yesterday.. I still need to figure out how to exactly use it to get the best quality in various settings but Im definetely going to start shooting videos of myself for Payback Baby! and my personal site for when the new version goes live :-) Im considering EBPM too but Im not sure I feel at home enough among the members yet to go hardcore among them yet... We'll see :-)

What else, what else?! Not much, I blogged a few days ago, so :-) I still havent gotten around to uploading new pictures on my various online sites! I havent updated my personal site for ages, I kinda hoped that the new version would launch a lot earlier but life and disease got in the way :-( Soon though, I promise :-)

Being at home today, trying to rest my foot and all, I realized that I havent been living life, just excisting the last few weeks! Martin got me flowers last week and I saw them but never really SAW them so to speak?! They are starting to wither so today, I took care of them and put them in a smaller vase and that was when I realized that they were actually there and pretty.. Weird, huh? Ive been so stressed out and tired and didnt even know how much.



He made me breakfast too :-)



That is all, I just want to post sites, where you can find me and add me as a model, we can do photographers another day ;-):

http://www.paybackbaby.com
http://altporn.net/Mette_Th13teen
http://www.myspace.com/th13teen_model
http://www.xpeeps.com/member.php?u=845387
http://twitter.com/MetteTh13teen
http://www.ultravixens.net/mette_th13teen
http://yourbizarre.bizarremag.com/Mette_Th13teen
http://www.modelmayhem.com/127453
http://metteth13teen.deviantart.com/
http://www.istudio.com/127453

Those are my main sites, I am on more but learned with time that I didnt like it there really, so... :-) And Facebook still doesnt like me!! Cunts...

12 Aug 2010 - 11:07 by Mette Th13teen

..and not in that sense or the word but I have been working my ass off!! I got a new job at this concept cafe posing as a 1950's Amercina diner here in town. Its fun and the people there are sweet but its hard work! my 1st week consisted of about 50 hours of work there so no energy for anything else really and my right foot and hand still hurt actually from the exhaustion. But I am only supposed to work about 25-30 hours a week from now on so I should get back to normal soon :-)





Before starting my new job, I had this nasty 4 week virus so I have seriously been neglecting everything online.. I need to catch up with that because my personal paysite will hopefully be launching within a few weeks! still working on that and content for it :-)

We are also going on a shoot picnic with
Payback Baby! this Sunday, we are only 5 going but it will still be fun! We found this amazing location and it has it all!! I already shot 3 sets out there as a photographer but it has room for several more... It totally tocks and it will be lots of fun :-D



I also got a bit more done on my zombie hand tat, I was so proud the last time for actually handleing the pain quite well but I didnt this time.. Cant wait to get it over with because my next plan is the side of my neck and I found the perfect thing to get there.. It will totally rock!!



We got a HD camera so that means there will be coming some great quality hot ass videos up on my personal sites and others too! I will be doing videos of myself and for Payback Baby!... This will be loads of fun.

Nothing new really, Zombie is growing but still a bit of pain in the ass. Wouldnt have it any other way though :-) She is adoreable and we are still looking for the perfect boyfriend for her but we are in no hurry...



Linda, my tattoo artist is coming later today - we are going to watch Dead Snow.. I have seen it like 6 times and I fucking adore that movie! She hasnt seen it but we will fix that today :-)

Oh, Facebook still hates me so they deactivated my account for having a false name - how many times do they want me to send them copies of ID to prove that it is actually my name?! Screw them, I took up twittering instead because I love posting random status' so thats fine with me and please add me on Twitter :-)

My Twitter

What else...?! Oh, I have been buying some stuff from Tara Starlet and Ebay - I am addicted to both those places :-) I shouldnt but I wanted to celebrate getting a job...